a song for KJ (finished)

I altered the second verse which I was not happy with, added a third verse, and added a part that shall serve as a kind of bridge or interlude. KJ told me that the song will be recorded with a female voice so I also had to change the sex of the addressed person:

I think I should screw up my courage
I guess that I should take a chance
I know I risk to feel ashamed
but then my gain could be romance


there's this boy here at the party
but I feel too shy
approaching him, ask for a dance
I know that I should try

I think I should screw up my courage
...

his beauty takes my breath away
I feel weak at the knees
how shall he ever notice me
I feel so ill at ease

I think I should screw up my courage
...

I watch the others dance in pairs
they kiss and they get close
I stand like frozen and I stare,
afraid my yearning shows

I think I should screw up my courage
...

I'm in a state of desperation
I'm tearing out my hair
why do I have to be so meek
I think life is not fair

I think I should screw up my courage
...